Sunday, February 25, 2007
-AiERuLe-
-Ariani-
Love ;
-KhaiRiani-
[Signing in @ 1654 hrs] Hmm, I really miss everything about her. Her smile, her looks, her touch, her voice, and most of all, 'I miss her!' Hmm, I felt so lucky to have someone so lovely and so deary to me. She may be young, but her maturity, I'm really impressed with it. Her behaviour is more to a young adult.
She's off to Danceworks 2007 this afternoon at Marina Square. I didn't followed her because I wanted her to spend more of her time with her friend. Haha, sure she will. I'll be glad if she would.
Erm, I've gotta stop here. I wanna do my homework or Mr. Trevor would yell at me again. I hate it when that happens. As for you, sayang. I want you to know that you're the only person who would be able to light my world. You're the only person who would be able to make me happy, and I don't wish for that happiness to go away. I love you, always... [Signing out @ 1710 hrs]
4:54 PM
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Friday, February 23, 2007
[Singning in @ 2155 hrs] Hmm, maybe I'm writing this short. I'm really, really tired. Well, I just got back home. Now I'm still in my school uniform writing this post. Hehe!Hmm, ended school at around 1230 hrs. Sat at the canteen for awhile and went to friday prayers. Damn, my friends left me alone in the lobby! Sheesh! Anyways, I went to Popular Bookstore to buy the A4 pocket folder, and went to check out more PC games. Holy shit! BattleField 2 costs only $30!! Argh!! Must have!!Hmm, then went back to school for D&T. I thought I were only supposed to slot in my folio papers into the file i just bought, but Miss Tan wants me to complete the 10 'General Analysis'!! Argh! I just sat in the room, did my D&T from 1500 hrs and got back home at 2100. Can you imagine? That's 45 minutes before I signed to this post! My sayang was really worried about me. Aww! That's sho sweet! I'm fine right now, sweetheart. I'm still the same person who loves you as always. Hehe! Hmm, I went out of the room, and towards the hall. It was a hell totally darkness!! I could hardly see a thing! There were already negative stuffs in my mind. But, oh well, I won't be reaching home by just weeping there in horror. Nyahaha!Well, here I am now, posting this blog and almost finishing. I wanna go call her now!! Nyahaha!! So long!! End and out... [Signing out @ 2222 hrs]
9:55 PM
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
[Signing in @ 1526 hrs]
I was once heartbroken
to pieces
I thought I would be alone forever
for that I couldn't even take care of someone perfect
It's been so hard for more than a month
I almost gave up,
I almost went lost...
Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks and even months
I bared with all the pain and sufferings
Hiding the sorrow beyond my smiles
that represents me as someone else..
One day, I met with this "someone"
Sweet-looking, gorgeous, cute
Perfect
I sighed, knowing that she's already taken
So we just became friends
Close friends
My feelings towards her became stronger and stronger
But then again, she's taken
Unfortunately, something happened
Misunderstanding took place
And I'm the cause of it
She broke up, and I'm mending her broken heart
As close friends
Finally, I thought it was time to make a confession
For what I felt
I came up with joy knowing that she felt the same way
But I thought,
"Let's take things slowly, and fixed her broken heart first,
completely.."
And there we spent our time together
With laughters and bonds
One day, on 29 January 2007
In the middle of the night
Talked to her on the phone
And she asked me,
"Since we are lovers, why not if the both of us..."
From there, it shows that she's ready
She entered my life, while I entered hers
The love story began,
And never ends...
So, the name "KhaiRiani" was born...
[Signing out 1545 hrs]
3:26 PM
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Monday, February 19, 2007
[Signing in @ 2151 hrs] Whew! Just woke up from sleep at around 2045 hrs. Damn! My sis woke me up from having fun in that dream! Argh! I dreamt that I'm with her at Esplanade riverside. It was a night, and the lights shone in the darkness. We chatted about stuffs, giggled around, and there came the moment when I hugged her tight. I felt so warm! I don't wanna let her go, neither do she wanna go away. The feelings came tingling down my spine. Suddenly, fireworks blast out from a distance. I got shocked. That was the most romantic moment I've ever had (even it's just a dream!). Then, the most irritating part ever, I heard a louad voice travelling through my ear, "Oi, Khairul! Asal tido sini? Bangun2!" Urgh! It was my sis waking me up from my sleep. Damn! I was having so much fun! Hmm, somemore, her loud voice made me felt like, "Huh? Shit! I'm late for school!" I ran to the living room, glared at the clock and annoyingly realised that it was only 2040 hrs. Sheesh!Hmm, anyways, I went online and chat with her. I told her everything and she was like, "Aww!!" Nyahaha!! Haizz, how I wish my dreams were reality. Erm, mayb I should stop up to here. I wanna talk to her on the phone right now. Hahakz! To someone, I'm missing you and loving you, Sweetheart! End and out... [Signing out @ 2215 hrs]
9:51 PM
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
[Signing in @ 2036 hrs] Hey guys! Hmm, I'm feeling kindda fresh right now. Just woke up from my dreams! I actually planned to sleep in the afternoon, and stay up all night. MAybe I'll be calling her. If not, I'll be playing Maple Story. Haha! In case some of you still don't know me, I'm a person who'll play on with childish games and stuffs when I'm bored, DAMN bored. Nyahaha! Well, nowadays, at most times, I may get bored easily. Everything around me seems to be nothing new. Been there, done that. Maybe it's because I went on straight to the climax when I had fun. Could be so.Anyways, Woke up in the morning at around 0935 hrs because of the noise in the living room. (I hate it when that happens to me every morning) Walked straight to the computer desk and went online. How sweet, there's only 3 people onlining in MSN (totally forgot who they were). I then appeared offline, and played Maple Story. Ahahaha!! AiERuLe is so childish. Hmm, got really happy that my Spearman reached level 33!! Woohoo!! (Big deal!) It's been a long time since I played that game. It's just a matter of fun and entertainment, it meant me no harm at all.Hmm, something happened this morning. While I was playing that game (with headphones on), I heard shouting and screaming. Felt awkward and wore off my headphones. It was my parents, quarrelling, AGAIN! I instantly got pissed off, went out of the room and watched tv. I never wanna put my hands into these things cause they should know at this age that what they were arguing about was so childish. That is, the 3rd party. And the funny thing was, my mom kept on accusing my dad for having an affair with an Indonesian maid! What the heck! It's already a good thing that my dad didn't do such a thing, and she was like "Yes! You did! And the prove was that you said 'Yes' yourself!" Hmm, was that evidence proved anything? I don't think so, mom. I really don't. Sometimes i felt like shouting at them and pointing out their mistakes no one have ever mentioned. They can say that I'm rude, but I could make my point, can't I? It really doesn't make any sense that a couple of 50+ year olds are argueing about a 3rd party. After more than about 30 years of marriage, they still can't trust each other?? I've made a "middle-finger-sized" hole in my heart for thinking about this. Well, I've gotta move on. If not for my friends in secondary school, I would have become a person who kept on thinking about suicide. You guys taught me so much. Love you guys, man!Hmm, maybe I should stop here. Ouh yeah! Before I forgot, today is Seri's birthday! To Seri, I wanna wish you a happy 13th birthday! May all your wishes come true! You've grown up, be a good girl! Nyahaha!! End and out... [Signing out @ 2056 hrs]
8:35 PM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
[Signing in @ 2224 hrs] I'm really, REALLY pissed off with everything!! It's like, wherever path im heading to, there are walls blocking me up. And what's worse, they get higher and higher!Waited for Usop to send be the pictures of the hmwrk from maths textbook, as I don't even have the book, and can't do my homework without it. While waiting, I chat along with Ariani (Her) on MSN. Suddenly my house went blackout! I was a bit annoyed at this point of time. So I just SMS-ed her and told her what happened.Next, I have to wait for Kak Zilah (My sis) to come home from ORCHARD just to top up the electrical supply! And guess what? That took her a good 1 HOUR PLUS to get home!! It's a big time wasted already! And again, while waiting for my sis, I took a nap for awhile. Awakened by my handphone vibration. It's Ariani, telling me that she's having difficulties in breathing. WHAT THE #%@$??!!! She told me that her breathing is giving her problems while her friend called. And her mom told her that she seems so weak and pale. I SMS-ed her to ask if she's feeling okay by then. No reply. And I'm really, god damned WORRIED! What if anything happens to her? I would be just sitting down here and not knowing anything?? These thoughts crossed my mind, and got stuck there.My sis finally came home. The lights around the house went shining again. I tried logging into my MSN, but there's no internet signal. I went to my room again, and was frustrated that Abang Sabar's comp is still off. How would there be internet access in that way?! And why isn't Abang Sabar be bothered to switched on the comp, when he's sitting right infront of it and talking on the phone?! Anyways, I switched on the comp and tried logging in again, but the problem now is, MY KEYBOARD ISN'T WORKING!! Argh!! I slammed it down on the desk, unplug whatever I see that's attatched to the back of my CPU, and restarted the system. I've lost my mind, that I could even do these a couple of times. I don't know how I did it, but the keyboard worked again. So, I signed into MSN and took a sigh of relief. Found out that Usop wasn't online in MSN. Well, I know that I would be in trouble that I didn't do my maths homework, because I can't! And, I've gotta be prepared to get shouted by Mrs. Goh (Maths teacher) about it tomorrow. Haizz, oh well...Sat down on the chair, heads back, and try to calm myself down. What I'm feeling right now is, gallons amount of blood were stubbornly squeezing in my heart, making it pounds harder and faster. I feel lost. And still, I'm thinking about my girl. Is she gonna be fine? All I could do is pray, hope, and believe. Only god knows what and how I'm feeling. End and out... [Signing out @ 2251 hrs]
10:24 PM
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[Signing in @ 0330 hrs] Funny and irritating stuffs happened yesterday. Lessons were as per normal, and I've been quite sleepy. I kept waiting for the Assembly Programme to start. Of course the reason was that it's in the last period of the day.Hmm, Assembly was about Total Defence. Been there, done that, it's the same thing every year! There's no concert this year, only video presentation, quiz and the Precision Drills performance by the NCC. Shah got really upset about his PDS performance though. His rifle nozzle flew off, and he got blur most of the time. Could see him went blush from a distance, while the whole crowd laughed at him! Ouch! It was already 15 mins after the bell goes, and the whole school were still waiting to be dismissed in the hall. Most buggers jst can't keep their mouth shut and made Mr. Tamil holding us back till late 1415 hrs! Most of the Sec 4s & 5s, got really frustrated, and went off just like that. Poor thing Mr. Tamil can't do anything about it. Me and SOME of my classmates just sat there, innocent. Obviously, reason is, we're matured enough to follow orders! In the end, Mr. Tamil just let all of us go in a snap. Whew!NPCC started a few minutes after school. I came in my school uniform because of avoiding Mrs. Raja from seeing the Sec 5s involving in the CCA. "I don't want my graduating students to be involved in their CCAs. They should be concentrating more on their studies!" That was what she told me and the Sec 5s during the CCA Open house. What really tuned my mood down was, Hwee Boon called us up and lectured about our attire. Next, she wont allow us to join in the CCA. What the heck?! Mannan can't join in just because he's wearing improper shoes. Is that reasonable enough? Hmm, there's a dozens more awful stuffs about this. I don't even wanna talk about it. I just sat in the canteen, daydreaming.Anyways, I called her (My sweetheart) at around 2200hrs. Hmm, i guess she got really upset about me being so silent. I'm really in a bad mood, honey. I'm so sorry. =) Conferenced with Nabilah till about 0115 hrs. Chatted along with my sayang after that. Haha! My mood came and go sometimes. Well, talked to her on the phone till around 0310 hrs. Late at night huh? Nyahaha!Well, that's about it! Hey I wanna go to sleep! I've gotta go to school in a few hours time! Nyahaha! I'm nuts! So long!! End and out... [Signing out @ 0410hrs]
3:30 PM
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
[Signing in @ 2042 hrs] Hmm, it's just another tiring day. Right now, I'm having swollen feet!! Ouchies!! Bought a new pair of school shoes at size 8. It was quite comfortable at first. But today, I walked around the school bare-footed!! My shoes are damn small, and it took me hours to realise that!! Oh my god!! Hmm, I'm writing up this blog, and massaging my feet. I kindda laughed at myself while bearing with the pain actually. Whee!!Hmm, Mr. Trevor didn't turn up to school for more than a week now. Heard that he got struck by high fever. Erm, oh well. Hope he'll get well soon! The whole class is missing him so much! Alot of free period for us during his lessons though. Nyahaha!Hmm, maybe I wanna stop here. I'm kindda tired and wanna do some homework. Hmm, my sayang is kindda sick tonight. Well, I wanna wish you to get well soon okie sayang? And tomorrow is Valentine's Day! Nyahaha! Wish you all to have a great time with your love ones! News!! I red the papers and there have been an exclusive Valentine Pizza at Pizza Hut! A loved shape pizza, 2 soup of the day, 4 chicken wings and a lovely dessert!! It''l be a romantic meal!! Totally!! End and out... [Signing out @ 2110 hrs]
8:42 PM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
[Signing in @ 2313 hrs] Hey guys!! Yesh!! I'm back!! It's been a long time since I've updated my blog, and I didn't even MISS doing so. Nyahaha! Anyways, I'm straight into Secondary 5 now. Grotesquely speaking, I can't believe what happened to my school! It's totally...Oh never mind. It's just getting worser and worser. Should I tell? Alright! Here it goes!I came to school on the first day with my sort of "punky" hair style. Assembled in the hall and listened to the teachers and HODs yaking. More than an hour I suppose, students could have piles in their butt. Hehe! Mr. Raj suddenly tapped on my shoulder and brought me one side. Okay, it was my hair. He got dissapointed about my hair since I was very much the "Former Student Councillor" of the school. Oh well, apologised, never do it again, and joined my class back. There came the grooming check down at the parade square. (Why the heck can't the Upper Secs have it with the Lower Secs in the hall??) Most of my classmate had their hair problem, worst than mine I should say, and were being sent home. Amazingly, the principle orders me to be one of those to be sent home! Shit! I thought Mr. Raj settled with me?! Oh well. Those "Kicked-outs", including me, went to the general office to give our parents a call. My classmates got to talk to their parents, but me? I can't reach my dad's handphone, which was another major problem. Well, Mr. Trevor (my form teacher) told me that the principle won't allow me to go anywhere for as long as I couldn't contact my parents. My jaw dropped in amazement. Well, and I have to wait outside the general office? Yeah, I have to. Haizz, what a day.I sat there alone as the other classes went back to the Home Rooms for introduction, and my classmates with hair problems being sent home. Dreaming, smiling, looking around was all I ever did within the next hour or so. Every teacher who walked past me must always have their comments about me. Something like, "Khai! What happened! Haiyo!" or "Hey! You know that there are alot of good images about you?" or "Eh, I felt so sorry for you lah.." Well, I just smiled, and also giggled to myself actually. (Serve me right)What made me turned boiling mad was that, there are a few students bypassed me during their recesses....IN DYED HAIRS??!! Argh!! Why are they not in my place?! It's just not fair! My hair? I could just go to the toilet and just snip off to make it short. But them? Coloured hairs?! Urgh.....I'm really, REALLY disgusted! Were the teachers blind? Or were they biased? Haish!! I really don't know what to say. I just wished that those teacher who caught me that day would read this, and REALISE! Sheesh! Hmm, I sat there all day, till the school ends. What a punishment! It just because of my hair, and that's it.Other than that, my school life were as kewl as paradise. More homeworks, more studies, oh well, have to start working harder by the way.Ouh yeah! I'm with a new girl right now! All I can say is, we are KhaiRiani!! Nyahaha! Guess the name if you can!!Okiesh! I'm off now! This really took me mor than a half hour to write this post. Sweeet!! End and out... [Signing out @ 2341 hrs]*Add-ons*Memories of "KhaIka"16 May 2006 - 5 November 2006New life, "KhaiRiani"29 January 2007 - ????
11:14 PM
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