Thursday, January 24, 2008
Whoo!! Guys! The latest post will be on Sweetheart's blog! Move it!
www.freakyfyque.blogspot.com
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Labels : The Academy Is.
1:18 AM
Rock On!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I'm
attatched, and I'm loving it! The ring (Oh my gawd! Where is it?! Oh, here it is. Whew!) would prove
alot about it.
Encraved with our combined names, filled with much love, and we put it onto each others fingers that afternoon.
ZeroSixZeroOneZeroEight, was the the happiest moment I've ever had. It was just our first day, and I've gotta face her parents in co-
incidentally!
Haha! Lucky me, they're impressed, and I'm welcomed.
Well, the ring finally got onto the finger. Remembered the previous ring I bought,
encraved with the name "
KhairRah". Well, threw it in Singapore River already. I really made up my mind on leaving her after giving about six to seven chances? I don't blame her about her behaviour, but it's REALLY DISHEARTENING to know that she still can't figure out what was the very last thing she acted that made me wanna leave her so much. She should think twice while describing me as "
Takda hati perut" cause she was wrong as well. I wouldn't even plan to propose to her with that ring if I don't even have a heart. I'm not saying all I did was right. But seriously, I had enough. I wanted to stay, but the way she acted was like she really wanted me to leave. What should I do, right? Well, don't come asking me what you had done, cause I won't even answer. I'm with someone else now, so don't even bother. I'd be at MOST peace if I don't know you. Simply because, being with you would be the most .. stupidest thing I've ever done in my entire life. I don't mean any offences, but that was what I thought before I threw that ring away.
Go get someone new, please.
That's all.
Labels : The smile on your face and the glitters in your eyes showed me
alot that you loved me so.
10:49 AM
Rock On!
Thursday, January 03, 2008
I don't know how, and I don't know why. But it seems to me that fate finally showed me something. It was unexpected, yet it feels so good. I may have felt this way before, but this time, it might be something different. There were more and more people encouraging, more and more it made me smile. I simply can't describe what I'm feeling inside as I have no clue what I'm feeling myself. Or maybe, it's another sign of what most call it "Love"?
It's been days, it's been weeks, and it's almost been a month. We got closer and closer
every time and began to care lots for each other, no matter how far we're apart. That sweet smile and voice of yours are the very things I've been craving for
every night. And as I said these words to you before, "I wish, it would feel so good to see you smiling in your sleep," which I was hoping you would find that ringing a bell as a clue. I would be loving and dearest to you cause it's you whom I wish I would have.
Insya-
Allah. And if I were to lose you, it wouldn't be a tragedy, but a disaster.
But sadly, after all these while, after all the encouragements, I still couldn't make my move. I simply can't understand why.
That's all.
Labels : If only.......
8:04 PM
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